i will be myself, but i also would like to thank everybody who has been there supporting me.
it is true that saying no is not easy. but i just learned few lessons from life that sometimes to go forward you need to be a little more selfish. hahaha. :D
and i don't believe in 'kedewasaan'. anybody of any age can be dewasa or childish. it depends on their way of thinking. i don't wanna call myself dewasa but to be honest i don't like considering myself as abg who is in the process of 'transisi'.
if i'm being childish it means, i ignore everyone's advice on my style and my music, cause in the music industry (i'm working... :P), it's not just about you. sometimes it requires the whole group. and it is true that I want to be free but we all here need to learn that now in our age and our commitments we can't always be forever doing what we always want to do without considering the possible outcomes which may come out negative sometimes.
work = time + money. :), but it doesn't also mean losing my personality. it's the matter of balance. now, i've learnt my lesson, and I think I'm capable enough to say yes or no to people around me.
thanks people. oh yes especially rhenn. :D
( i aint gonna do harajuku style for the moment but sharingan contact lenses are wicked... just dunno where to buy them. :d )
btw, i just got a haircut! woohoo!
