Futagoza and HIS BOYfriends..

look, we were fooling around at my house, and somehow we make a perfect boyband yang kyknya nyanyi2 lagu hip hop jepang. Najeees. (Hahaha, leiin u should come nginep lagi. it was so so so much fun!). ini personilnya:

#1. LINA ZAINAL (Lena)

#2 DALILA AZKADIPUTRI (Dea)

#3 SHERINA MUNAF (Sherina)

Futagoza wants little creatures' Company

I DEMAND PETS!

I wanna I wanna I wanna have a pet!
This morning, me and Dea were considering to buy a dog. We did a little research and planning. Obviously, to buy a new pet, I need to have my own house, because here in my current house, nobody will tolerate any animals walking around indoors enjoying the AC. But I desperately want a Siberian Husky! Dea wants a Golden Retriever! So we decided to buy our dogs together, raise 'em together, and later.. dikawinin. HOHO! (thats still faraway ahead)

And just now I browsed the internet and found piccies of little Holland Lop Bunnies! Goodness they are just too cute!! Now I'm gonna earn more money to get my own place. But I can't keep a bunny with Siberian Husky (the maniac dog's gonna eat the poor little thing). I need to choose.........

Help....

This is what Dea's wants The easy going humble Goldie.. (pretty much like Dea's personality. :D)

This is what I want! The mighty hotty Siberian Husky:

OR

A cute little smuffle blaabeb holland lop bunny wabbit!

Help people! Help!

By the way, just to add, this is what my ol sister, Vira wants an Axolotl. Very creepy.

FUTAGOZA is lonely & depressed

I dunno why, but I think SOME people are just SOOO BLIND that they keep on callin me a GOTH. Oh my god. Can't you people start doing some research on Gothic people. No offense to the goth community, but it's just I don't like being categorized into things I'm actually NOT involved in.

Also, just in case if any of you guys open the SUPER BIG kapanlagi.com and found an information about me dating some indie rock band vocalist/guitarist (or whatever), it is a total bullshit. That one article is totally fabricated. I don't remember making any of those statements, I don't remember BEING in any kind of interviews like that, it's total bull. I don't ever go to Plaza Indonesia, I don't know this Soedjiro band, and I will never eat sushi with strangers!!!! Who's Yudhie Setiawan? Why is he making comments like that? Dude, I have no problem with you but if this is one of the methods to pull up either one of our fame/popularity, this is just totally sad and disguisting. I don't care with whats written, but I DO care when people start makin up stories for their articles and makin up statements I NEVER MAKE. Please, I'm okay if it sounds like rumour, because there will always be rumours. BUT, this article seems very convincing because it has got names, MY quotes, locations, etc. And all of those facts, again, are bullshit.
This is one of the most terrible days. My mom and sisters are off to Europe, my dad is nowhere, and the ones I love are scattered across Kaltim to Anyer. I'm fucking alone at home trying to finish my songs, in the middle of my second day period (agonizing pain that men can/will never understand) and last, staring at this stupid article.

The Sims 2 is getting boring and boring each day. Need to buy another game.
I can be really nasty during this depressing moment...

I miss you:

and you,
and you,

but I miss you the most:

cheers,

geminipride