Futagoza is a Lost Pirate

Yeah, recent photoshoot for a magazine. The professional ones are not done yet, but these are taken spontaneously by my lovely manager, Mba Chita from her handhone. The photoshoot took place in Ancol, at this ship-shaped cottage. Btw, the rooms inside were looking mesum.. Hahaha. Yes so this one, I am a pirate who lost her way.

Okay, now, this is looking like a cosplay... hahaha like it or not, at least I'm not the wench. I get to be the captain.




So there you go. Bad news, problem with scheduling, the release of my album has to be delayed again. But not so much delay because it should be out late February or worst, early March. Geez, it's not only you guys, I can't wait for the release too. I can't wait to perform all the songs to you guys. I have thought about the stage gimmicks, the concept, and It's boring cause me and my bandmates have to stick playin the old Primadona songs. Can't wait!!!!

Cherrio...

~geminipride

Futagoza hahaha

Mudah sekali bagi seseorang untuk menciptakan musuh dari lingkungan sekitar. Gampang sekali untuk menjelekkan sesuatu yang sebenarnya tak buruk (tapi gara-gara kita pengen ngejelekin saja). Ketika dipertanyakan mengapa orang itu berbuat hal tersebut, mereka bisa mencari 1000 jawaban supaya tidak terlihat salah. Jawabannya bisa merupakan, "Hak gw dong untuk seperti itu." atau "Lo aja yang terlalu ngurusin".
Maka dari itu untuk berikutnya, saya mau zen aja ah. Tertawa, biar dia ajalah yang capek.

Hahaha.

Peace yo.

Peace, sampai ketika orang itu menjelekan orang yang saya sayangin. Kalau saya diinjak-injak, saya masih bisa bertahan. Tapi kalau sampai orang yang saya sayangi diinjak-injak. You are going to be sorry.
Seseorang bisa pintar berkelit kata. Namun apabila dia menggunakan kepintaran itu untuk menyakiti orang lain, maka dia tidak ada bedanya dari tong sampah. Tong sampah itu lho, tempat buat buang sampah. Kita balas dengan santai, dan sesekali buang sampah.
Terakhir kali saya ngurusin komentar. Kalo ga suka wes ya di reject aja ya ga?

I love you lovers and haters. You guys have inspired me. I need something like this to spice up my life.

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Futagoza Futagoza

Kekesalan apapun yang terjadi.
Kekecawaan apapun yang terjadi.
Terjadi karena sebuah alasan.

Pemikiran ini telah membuatku untuk lebih menerima keadaan yang terkadang tidak berjalan sesuai keinginan kita. Mungkin kita memang perlu kehilangan sesuatu, untuk akhirnya dapat mendapatkan sesuatu yang indah.

Aku cinta hasil pekerjaanku. Walau masih banyak yang harus kupelajari. Aku bersyukur telah mempunyai sifat yang perfeksionis. Jadi Insya Allah moga-moga total hasil akhirnya.

Jangan lupa. Terus tunggu kedatangan diri saya, cinta saya, bayi saya, pelajaran saya,

"Album musik 2009. Judul masih rahasia. Semoga Februari bisa rilis."

Saya cinta kalian walau kalian benci saya. Orang-orang yang membenci saya, justru membantu saya untuk berpikir, introspeksi, dan akhirnya membantu saya dalam berkarya (ngatain para pembenci itu. Ahaha)

Peace out,

geminipride

Futagoza's Self Reflection

No. 1
To ignore someone means being prepared for others to ignore you

No. 2
Being bullied leads to bullying

No. 3
Self-identity search requires guidance. Without it, get ready to turn yourself into a moth.

No. 4
The biggest mistake is letting another mistake to come for the sake of learning.

No. 5
I don't give 100 percent of myself to someone. But I still need someone to rely on.

No. 6
The idea of immortality confuses me. We change, everybody changes, and all of those changes are called "The process of maturity and immaturity. It is our choice to end up being mature, or childish.

No. 7
'Speech' is not a tool to measure one's level of confidence.

No. 8
Kindness do not always come from people we've been kind to. I believe it will come though. Just in a different form.

No. 9
It started out so random
Yet it has been quite magical you see
Begins like a fairytale - though slightly twisted -
So it should end like one
Just let me be close
To you, by your side

I'm human, so I'll try the best I can
To keep my promise:
"I'll be there for you."

Can you give me the love I've desired
since the very first time we talked?
My wish is for you to lean on me
Allowing me to protect you
To inhale and shield you from negativity.

Is it possible for us to be and stay together?
Nobody has to know.
It's just between you and me. Us.
I don't need a mighty knight guarding me.
I can do it.
To hold someone as precious as you in my arms.

It's okay, we can do crazy stuff, but together.
Shit I so want you
I so fucking want you
Do you want me?
How do you see me?
How do you see this brand new year?


Happy New Year 2009
~ geminipride